I go under the name ”Sunnyclaribel” on Twitter.
I was sexually assaulted by a paedophile at ten years old and hoped going on Twitter might help other survivors come forward, rather than taking the horrors to their graves, as so many have done.
The hate/abuse aimed at child sex abuse survivors/campaigners for years, including myself, was mind-blowing. That an individual I had never met, could write such disgusting/vile/hate filled comments about me, because I’d had the guts to complain about her to the Barstandards Board, I’ll never know. Had the piss taken out of my vulnerability/appearance/likened to a Nazi and even a photo of me stolen from a Sunday Mirror article that Barbara Hewson and I were in, was tweeted by her with bats and Halloween written on it, using it to infer I was the stalking/doxing account that attacks her targets called ”brookeporkpies”. She denied her ”Mucho whinging” quote aimed at child sex abuse survivors coming forward to the Child Sex Abuse Inquiry in a tweet, but then goes on to call me vile names in a different tweet for ”misreading” that quote. So not just a disgusting individual aiming abuse at vulnerable individuals, she lies about it and further abuses to get a ”kick”!!! If that isn’t a massive COWARD, I don’t know what is.
An individual called Ian McFadyen on Twitter, who is actually a child sex abuse survivor himself, so should know better, takes the piss out of me for having a career in the Met and not reporting the paedophile who assaulted me when I was ten years old, but I did!!! I reported the paedophile BEFORE I started at the Met. When confronted with his outright lie, he tried to further belittle me, taking the piss out of a tweet concerning my dead mother. I’m not the only child sex abuse survivor or campaigner he has targeted for nasty comments, am I Ian!!! He and Hewson just happen to be mates with a man called Darren Laverty, who has finished some Community Service. Laverty stole my photo from the Sunday Mirror article that Hewson and I were in, put it on a blog likening me to E.T. Just in case anyone was in any doubt about E.T.’s appearance, he added a photo of E.T. for comparison purposes!!!! What nice people there are out there folks. It warms my heart … Hmmmmmmmmmmm
A copy of one of the PRIVATE complaints I put into the BSB was put on a Twitter by Hewson telling me I’m ”deranged”. How nice a member of the public writing into the BSB to get that response on Twitter from a barrister they are complaining about!!!
I’m referred to as the lunatic fringe and a deranged propagandist by Hewson. Only complained to the Bar Standards Board because I was very worried that one of her more vulnerable targets might self harm or commit suicide and I wouldn’t have been able to live with myself if I’d just sat back and watched her send out hate/abuse and done nothing about it. Seeing wonderfully brave individuals like Richard Lee and Sara Payne also targeted, showed me just how low this individual could sink.
Just my own view, but I found the Bar Standards Board cowardly. They had a room full of evidence against Barbara Hewson, spanning years, which wasn’t shown to 5 Judges at a Tribunal and I was slandered in my absence, adding insult to injury.
There’s a gang stalking mob on Twitter and they lead back to Barbara Hewson. When one attacks their target, the others join in. I was even attacked by a paedophile’s wife and also a degenerate who responded to her who tells child sex abuse survivors to ‘Grow the f… up’ and says I shouldn’t speak out about being sexually assaulted as a child, because it happened decades ago.
My heart goes out to all her targets, who have been severely let down. Not just by the Bar Standards Board, and Twitter who did next to nothing, but also the people who just watched her send out horrific messages to decent folk for years, a lot of them vulnerable individuals, and did nothing.
I intend holding my head up high, no matter what Barbara Hewson, or her nasty mates, have to say about me.
A paedophile had my silence for eight years, but no one on this earth will silence me now.
Only way to deal with bullies is to stand up to them. They are nothing but COWARDS.
Thanks to everyone who has shown me support, love and understanding for six years. It is you who have kept me going and stopped me from shutting down my Twitter account in disgust.